... Ever Wonder? ...

Have you ever wondered -

- If someone is doing the exact same thing as you are.

- If someone is writing in there blog at this exact same time.

- Planning there future.

- Twisting there hair in there fingers.

- Watching the same TV Show as I am.

- Wearing a black polo shirt.

- Own a white Mitsubishi Magna, made on the exact same year and the same day.

- Having a child.

- Getting married.

- Getting divorced.

- Breathing there last breath.

- Crying.

- Running away.

- Staring at the same stars.

- Or dreaming the same dream.

Ever wonder if there is someone on this world walking around that you are destined to meet?

Or if there is someone you are destined to fall in love with?

What if your life's are already planned and no matter what we do it's not going to change. Like a scratchy you buy from the news agency no matter how you wish and prey that you win something, it has already been printed, and it knows your destiny. What if life was like that?

Ever wonder if there was someone in this world exactly like you.

- Someone who liked to draw.

- Someone who was a hermit and liked there own company.

- Was interested in the same books as you.

- Listened to the same music.

- Had the same sort of friends.

- Liked the same kind of movies.

- Had the same laptop.

- The same TV.

- Same sort of clothes.

- And same sort of attitude.

I believe that you can choose your own destiny. But our story has already been written. It is up to us to fill it's pages with wonderful adventures. People. Places. Foods. Cultures. And things.

People come. People go. But the best ones are with you for life.

.. Changes ...

So I cannot even begin to describe the feelings that are welling up inside of me.

I can't write them on my blog just yet, because unfortunately there are people that read this who would tell the whole town. So when the date comes closer I will share my feelings and my plans with my blog and the blogging world.

If anyone reads this I ask that you wish me luck. I ask that I am making the correct decision. That everything is going to work out and that I am not throwing everything away to chase after a dream. I hope that I have enough money and that I won't get depressed. And I hope that I enjoy everything that life has to throw at me. I know that life sometimes throws us curves balls. And upsets us, and at that moment it doesn't seem fair. But in the long run everything is going to work out. I am going to tell myself this when I am down in the dumps.

And I am going to tell anyone who reads this to wish me luck. I will need it.

Another Year. Another Flood.

2011

This is the year that everything is going to change.

I can feel it deep down within myself.

I am going to break free.

And probably live out of my comfort zone.

But it's all for the better.

I can't wait to get out of this town.